It was roughly 2 years ago that I fled daddy's-choice of a career for me, for the Arts. I interned at STPI for a measely sum of money for a couple of months before starting work at Sculpture Square, where I learned plenty but also that people were terribly shortchanged on happiness. Hehe. Nothing's changed much here, "bigger" and "museum" hasn't had much impact on my career except that I had my 24 hours of fame yesterday in the Life! section. Tee Hehe. Not bad for someone who didn't really know what to do with her life.
Words of Wisdom (WoW) Hahaha:
(1) Fear & Passion - There was certainly lots of fear leaving a nice sorta cushy job with 3 months bonus for the uncertain iffy arts scene. Fought with the parents. Cried so much. But really, what is life if we don't pursue our passions, what we love? In a way, I find it totally amazing that some can continue working in jobs that they hate and find boring. I think I'm quite proud of what I've achieved in the last 2 years. Have no fear, have lots of passion! Take the leap! Be brave!
(2) Hmmm... oh nothing to do with the job but Amos and I were having our usual conversations and was telling him about something I read. Minimise evil first. Then do good. Interesting huh? We've been ingrained with the idea of "doing good" since we were kids. Do charity work, donate money etc etc. But "minimising evil" is as or more important than simply "doing good". No they're not the same thing.
(3) Anyway, the BOSS had a major flare-up today. I'm refusing to do my appraisal. Hehe. NUS or civil service has this awful grading system and I refuse to be graded. I mean, come on, some people just suck ass and don't do any work and are in higher management. What the hell. Well, she's not mad at me about the appraisal. I don't think she's even mad at me or my colleague. She's just mad in general and so happened my colleague and I went in for a meeting and she went crazy. I just sat there, slighly detached. It's interesting huh, our human species. I feel like listening to Cartman's bitch song just to cheer me up. :) Loving-Kindness... People disappoint me too often. I disappoint myself too much as well. But just another interesting day went by. Cause and effect. My colleague got pretty upset and he in turn will take it out on ... ... ... and continue to feel upset, sad, angry etc. And it goes on. We don't necessarily see the effects of our words and actions immediately, but take care, watch your thoughts; your words and actions will follow.